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so im going to attempt to writing a book, to which the details will not be revealed b/c i dnt want it stolen and then me crying about it later for my own stupidity...so i am deleting people i dont talk to anymore, or never really have, and officially making this a friends only blog, atleast when it comes to my story, and only the people i trust can be welcome to it. If i delete you and you believe it was a major mistake, then by all means comment me and we will discussion the situation.
thank you <3 Love you <3 bye :)

college need to be free
and books shouldnt be $177.35 each.
wtf is this world comming to?!
who the fuk has that kind of money lying around?
i already bought one book
i still need atleast 2 more...maybe 3
one of my professors actually said she didnt mind if we didnt get it b/c her book is $190!!!
this school is mad crazy, and im gunna hopefully find some books online to get
the thing is tho...IM BROKE!!
im working my ass off this weekend


host shift thursday (prolly wnt make much)
serving shift friday am (cause i have class in the pm which screws me over again!)
double on saturday, serving am then host pm (hopefully make some better money)
double on sunday, host am and serving pm
then off monday b/c i have late classes but if im not in overtime i pay pick something up
then carside on tuesday.


im going to kill myself working this much...
i prolly shud have taken a shift today so i can start getting some books online
but im not feeling well, had a fever and a bad headache. ive been sleeping since i cam home from class which was 5pm. wokr up to eat at 7, then back to sleep again til 12am. i got some ice cream and here i am.


in other news, i saw ave q monday b/c i couldnt last week. it was me liz and my bro and it was really funny. im glad i went, even tho we had 2 walk like 10 blocks to get there from penn in the effin cold. (i think thats y im sick)
but i love the city. liz and i are planning to do a city saturday. were gunna see the new play 39 steps (an alfred hitchcok "whodunit" kinda thing) matinee and then chicago at night.
we listed a whole bunch of plays were gunna try and see, and im really excited :)


classes r ok i guess...im taking a management principles and concepts course, advertising course, supervision course, entrepuenureship (sp?) course, and a human resources management course. i ahve the same professor for the 1st and last one. in the same room, one after the other the same day lol. he's ok, hes funny and makes class interesting. in my management class i know 2 people which makes me really happy. theres this girl ashley who graduated a year after me in hs, and she worked at applebees over the summer for awhile. then theres franklin who i know thru the gay club, and its his 1st semester so ive been helping him out and showing him around the campus lol. my advertising class seems to be my favorite. we have a group project we are doing where we get assigned a product and have to make a radio commercial, a tv commercial, a story board, and all kinds of things. im so excited. my entreship class (yes i kno how i jus spelled that lol) is kinda fun. we got into groups the 1st day to work on business plans. my group is cool. one of the girls was in marching band for another school so we talked about that for awhile. my supervision class is friday night so i didnt have it yet...and i need 2 check on my online class,,,gunna do that now
ciao!

How It Works: I Put In The 1st Line Of The 1st 20 Randoms Songs That Comes Up On My Ipod
Ya'll Comment On The Title and Artist CORRECTLY, I Cross It Out and Write Your Name Next To It.
NO CHEATING
Person When All Songs Are Identified, Who Ever Identified The Most CORRECTLY, Wins.
Ready...GO!

1. I Think You Can Do Much Better Than Me.

2. I Dont Wanna Go Another Day So I'm Telling You Exactly What Is On My Mind.

3.I Know I've Been Mistaken But Just Give Me A Break and See The Changes That I've Made.

4. Where Is The Moment When Needed The Most.

5. How Ya Like it Daddy?

6. I Can Take The Rain On The Roof Of This Empty House.

7. A Red Wine.

8. I Think I Just Lost My Husband, I Don't Know Where He Went.

9. Oh I Had A Lot To Say.

10. The Best Thing Bout Tonight That's We're Not Fighting.

11. Broken Promises, That You Don't Really Mind.

12. I Don't Mind Spending Some Time Just Hanging Here With You.

13. She Said It's Cold Outside, And She Hands Me My Raincoat.

14. I Wanna Lock You Up In My Closet When No One's Around.

15. Is It Still Me That Makes You Sweat?

16. I Was So High I Did Not Recognize The Fire Burning In Her Eyes.

17. Watch My Life Pass Me By, In The Rear View Mirror.

18. I See Your Dirty Face Hide Behind Your Collar.

19. Five Hundred Twenty Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes.

20. I Hope You're Happy, I Hope You're Happy Now.

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know


Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts


Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry


Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts


It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?


Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining


Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good


Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts



i dont wanna lose you...you should know who u are
if not...then i guess i rly didnt mean that much 2 u
im not mad at u...i jus want my best friend back
but i dnt think that'll ever happen
i dont think we could ever be how we are
it hasnt been that way for a year now....

so 1) mommy got the chenos xmas albulm
i think her song Home On Christmas Day aka track 10 is for Idina lmao


2) christmas is coming way too fast
i need more time...and money!
stupid lice messed me up :(


3) im getting idina tickets for march on LI :)
and im going to the circus lmao!


only 3 more days til i can use my laptop! finallyyyyyyy

These Alison Kaine lesbian mysteries by Kate Allen are amazing
everyone should read them


excerpt from Taking My Secrets Back


There was a big wicker basket sitting on the chair beside her, and Alison peered inside it with some trepidation. Liz had asked them both to bring some props to inspire the fantasy, and she rather dreaded to see what Stacy had been carrying around in her car as if it were a family picnic.
Sure enough, the very first thing, thrown right on top, was Stacy’s biggest dildo, the one she referred to as Mr. Winkie. Still in harness.
“It’s a good thing you didn’t get stopped for running a red light,” Alison remarked. It was even money Stacy had run at least one light on the way over.
“Power to the people,” said Stacy. We will fight to the death for our right to bear sex toys.” She lifted the harness out and cinched it under her chin, so she was wearing the dildo pointing straight up on her head like a party hat.


"Guess what I have here?" she asked. She turned to Alison coyly, flashing an envelope.
"An invitation to Madonna's birthday party. And you want to bring me as a date because you're afraid Stacy will get drunk and puke on k.d. Lang after confronting Sandra Bernhardt about waffling on her character's lesbianism."
"Close," sang Liz, waving the paper up and down.
"Which part is close?"
"Well I do think Stacy is likely to misbehave no matter where you take her. And I would love to have you as my date any old time. Is it true you can take that party hat up the ass?”
“Without lube,” replied Alison not missing a beat, though the same statement would have sent her blushing from the room six months before. “Is it formal dress?”
“Oh, you know Madonna,” said Liz. “Dress is optional.”


oh how i love this series!! <3

i saw the last performance of RENT that was shown in the movies
eden espinosa was an AMAZING maureen
and traci thoms was joanne!! *squeeeee*
i video taped some of the songs b/c my camera can only hold so much video and tape 28 mins at a time
wil post those after posting to youtube :)




i love my girl!!!!